Ahhh...love is in the air, with the scent of sweet, budding romance as all people show their love in many different ways, all of which as equally important as the next, some shower their significant other with expensive gifts, others a quiet dinner and a passionate night, and some even with the gift of words, reciting love sonnets and poems of eternal, everlasting feelings.

And how I hate it. *bitterness*.....

So yeah, for the first time in 5 years I'll be on my own for Valentine's Day. It's an odd feeling, not having anybody to call to say "Happy Valentines!" to.


Clubs:


RL Friends:


Internet Love:

So yeah things have been going great lately, I've been drawing more nad more, still staying active while going to school (which is awesome-ness). I've met a lot of new people, most of them pretty cool. Let's see... oh well I went to go see 7 Pounds with a girl from my math class, she's a great person, that and she's really good at math so she said if i ever needed help i can ask her! (I'm absolutely terrible at math btw)...

And yes, FINALLY!!!!! As my previous journal stated, I finally put up some new art, Im so happy, it seems that my grim reaper and my tiger drawings got the most attention, which is AWESOME! I thank everyone who commented or faved them, but no loves for the angel, sad panda face. I have a couple more drawings that I could upload, but Im on the fence about 'em...

Oh well, I hope everyone is doing good!!!

Peace out.

Well if you havent yet noticed I put up a bunch of new art, Im proud of all of it. So if you guys havent seen it yet, check it out, comment saying what you like, don't like, think I could work on something, whatever you want to say!

"Skipping beats, blushing cheeks I am struggling
Daydreaming, bed scenes in the corner café
And then I'm left in bits recovering tectonic tremblings
You get me every time

Why d'ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go"
-Imogen Heap

Imogen Heap is a musical artist i recently heard of and immediately fell in love with her voice and style. And this song kind of speaks to how I'm feeling at the moment.

So it's been awhile since I put up a new journal, I guess because nothing happened that was really important or I didn't feel like talking about it. But it's almost Christmas, and everyone is in a scurry for shopping and the such, a lot of my good friends are coming back to town for the holidays. Even one of my old...friends...dropped by my house yesterday bearing baked goods, and it was a pleasant surprise, hadn't seen her in a long time, and if that wasn't enough, Jewelz, one of my ex-girlfriends called me yesterday wishing me a happy holidays!!! I wasn't expecting that, but it made me feel good to talk to her (surprisingly), been like a year and a half since the last time she talked to me, and the last time she talked to me, she wasn't very nice.

Weighted down with the "What could have I done different?" and regret, haunted by memories of truly happy times that twist into nightmares, tormented by the thoughts of the one I lost, I didn't know what to do. But, for the first time in a long time, things are starting to look up, I have a job, going to school soon,(like I said I would) getting in good shape, maybe I'll post some pics of my progress ^_- haha.

On an artsy note, I'll be competing in contest, drawing my version of one of her OC's, and I encourage anyone and everyone to try, and I PROMISE, as soon as I find a working scanner I will upload art, I have like 7 or 8 W.I.P. that I wanna show people and get some feedback on them while they're still being worked on.

Love.